祠堂深處...排位后面的秘密小情書...

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5 years engagement … no one believes that like ling has been married …

Ling chats with me …

Last mid night … while she was in the mid day…

Ling said she was married … I said I was engaged …

Ling said her husband was from H.K … where is full of sadness

I said my pretty girl friend was from the southwest … where I have never been

Ling said one Malaya colony once crossed her heart … so deeply

I said my girl friend is my fiancée’s best friend … so complicated

Ling,, you have been in Toronto for long long time …

That I even forgot your face and voice … but how can we chat like this …

Cause we are strangers?

But ling I did tell you right now I can’t breathe …

Some reasons I can’t remind …

But how can you got married?

But how can I engage?

Though you fall in love with another guy…

While I am with another girl…

Date. 1.19 lonely@peking saddest night

Back home … drunk cross one night …

Back home … you & me so close … but so far away …

Back home … I want to quit … you won’t believe …

How can you say those words to me … Miss. Green Tea...

How can I do those things to you … my fiancée …

Am I such a bad guy … that easy to be in love …and no one is different …?

Words are invalid … yap … no matter what I want to say … pretend or indeed … it doesn’t matter …one thing can be left is that everyone close to me will be sad sad sad … sorry …

But …

I did want to keep my words to you … my fiancée … can you believe that 5 year engagement …can you believe the Mickey Mouse ring … can you imagine …

But …

I did want Mavis to be my girl … the uncertain consciousness … and we never ever get rid of the remembrance …

But …

What but I can’t say again … 

1.23 crouching in sofa@kongmoon …tasting Vita Milk …listening “Frankie wants to be alone”…